Opening Day is a good day for baseball.....even when all you can get is standing room only seats lol.....it was a great game no matter what.... red sox off to a great start!!!

~ Jamie <3

it's been a really long time since i've updated. alot of things have happened in the past month or however long its been.... i havent cried in almost a month. that's a long time. i just cant seem to, even when i feel like i need to.... i really need to put myself into my classes or i'm prolly not gonna pass all of them. i may have to drop history anyways cuz i'm not sure i can pass it even if i bust my butt..... i'm working like 45 hours a week and its really hard. i dont mind going to work, i like my job and i'm making alot but its hard to do everything else too..... peso got hurt, dunno how, but hes gotta stay up in a stall for at least another week before we make another trip out to the vet. he tore a tendon sheath in his right knee. could be pretty bad if he hurts it again, so ive gotta make sure he doesnt do anything to it right now...... i dont know what to do about anything..... i really want a relationship, but at the same time i know that i dont need one, at least until after this semester is over.... i'm kinda talkin to someone but i'm not sure how into it i am yet. i want someone that i can be all about, but i dunno where this thing is goin. i know that there's someone that i want that i could definetly be that into, but that situation is really complicated and i know i'm better off just not even trying anymore...... so anyways, we'll just have to wait and see......

      deuces~

                   <3 Jamie

        R.I.P

            Stephen Lewis

Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
that it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.

I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to try and never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.

Currently Listening Dysfunction By Staind Mudshovel see related

Wow, I can't believe it's been this long since I've updated! it feels like its been like a year or something....lol.... alot has happened, i dont really know where to start.

I'm at work alot. like all the time. basically if i'm not at work or in class then i'm asleep. or gettting ready to go to work. lol.....it's ok for now though, i'm making alot so i'm not complaining.

my classes this semester are pretty cool. biology is better than i thought it would be. kinda fun..... history isnt that bad for a 3 hour class..... art is b.s. all we do is watch movies, and we think the teacher is on crack lol....but hey no hw in that class so its all good.

I bought a car (or am paying for a car). it sounds weird, me driving a car..... but we really needed another vehicle and this way i have something with better gas mileage (like that was hard, 10 mpg in my truck) to drive back and forth to class and whatnot. still have the truck, no worries...my dad's drivin it. i'm getting used to the car thing. i like it though, its kinda sporty, looks hot so its all good. and the payments are low cuz it's in my parents name.

I finally paid off the loan for Peso, in fact I'm mailing the last check today. it feels good to get that done and out of the way..... i've paid off both of my horse loans in less than a year, which is really cool cuz the way i had it figured it was gonna take me 2 years to pay off the first loan for pepper.....

otherwise.....things are good i guess.

I hope ya'll are all good, sorry it's been so long!

deuces~

          xoxo Jamie

hope everyone had a great christmas, and have a happy new year!!!

anyone making new years resolutions this year?